Bye.

I lost you but I found me. 

I know you will not read this. It's okay, I don't want you to know either.

I don't know the purpose of writing this. I don't feel like I want to revisit old scars. But my heart had just bleeding. Maybe I've touched it too often. I didn't know why I did so. haha funny. Too many things I did blatantly.

Can I say you've hurt me? Since D-1 I lied my eyes on you. I don't demand any apologies from you. Enough with you not appearing in my life. I don't want to hear anything about you. Whatever happens to you, I just don't want to care. You were my past, and I no longer live there.

You've been hurting me so much. I could felt my heart aching, literally screamed for help. But no one ever listened. Not even you.

But now, I'm healing. At very least, I'm trying. I could feel my heart healing, pulling its shattered pieces back together. I just hope it will not break again. Not for the same reason. It's too hard to be mended. Even harder to breathe when something in you is broken.

Whatever happens next, I just crave for peacefulness. Therefore, now I'm letting you go.

Bye.
xoxo cah